BIG NEWS – Official Countdown …

I am not a person who is afraid of change.  In fact, I am drawn to it in many ways.  I feel that change helps us develop and grow and live to our fullest potential.  It is easy to get used to something and become comfortable in that existence.  But living like that bores me.  Don’t get me wrong, there are constants in my life that I love and could not imagine life without. But I love to try new things, travel and see the world, and push myself in ways that scare me.  Well I am about to embark on a new adventure.  I am making a big change and am finally leaving my ‘safe’, ‘secure’, and ‘comfortable’ job with the provincial government to pursue my career in photography full-time.

I have been waiting to utter those words for a loooooong time.  A LOOOOOONG TIME.

I have been very fortunate in my career and have been offered many opportunities that a lot of people would be thrilled to have as their career options.  But I have known from the very beginning that it was just not for me.  I felt like I was losing myself and slipping further away from what my soul is truly drawn to, with every single day I spent in my office.  There is absolutely nothing wrong with the place I work.  In fact, it has the highest employee satisfaction scores in all of the provincial government and that speaks volumes about the wonderful work environment and the people who make it what it is.  When I finally gave my notice I felt like saying “it’s not you, it’s me … really.”  And I would have meant every word. There are so many wonderful things about where I work, but despite all of it, I know in my heart of hearts that something is missing.  I do not receive the type of fulfilment that I experience with every photo session, every client meeting and the creativity that I so much enjoy from post processing images.

Now let me take a moment to acknowledge how blessed I am in my life to be able to CHOOSE to do something for a living that makes my heart smile.  I know that not everyone has this opportunity, or the luxury for that matter, to pursue what it is they love for a living.  I am blessed with so many supportive people in my life and I would not have had the courage to take this step if it weren’t for their relentless support and constant words of encouragement.   I would like to thank my incredible husband, Darren.  Darren has been instrumental in helping me realize this goal and I can’t convey the sheer happiness I feel to have a husband who is so supportive and who has confidence in me way beyond my own.  Darren I love you 🙂 I would also like to thank all of you!  For your on-going support and cheerleading as I work to improve with each and every shoot.  If I didn’t have you booking me for your weddings and portraits I would not be in a place where I could afford to make this change, so THANK YOU !!!!!

So I would like to announce that February 12th is my last day of work and I can’t wait 🙂  Let the countdown begin !!!

As no post is complete without an image, here is a pretty ring shot from Lia & Bryan’s destination wedding in Mexico.

Kim SpearsFebruary 9, 2010 - 8:14 pm

Thank you everyone for all of your love and support !! It means the world 🙂

scottFebruary 4, 2010 - 3:03 am

congrats to firing your boss. it is so cool that your will be working for yourself full time and you will enjoy it… 🙂

AylaFebruary 2, 2010 - 12:28 am

Congrats Kim! So happy you are able to pursue a wonderful, creative and beautiful dream!

Bonnie O'NeillJanuary 31, 2010 - 7:29 pm

Great Kim. Your Mom had been mentioning you wanting to do this for a long time. Congrats.

KrystaJanuary 30, 2010 - 3:40 pm

I couldn’t be more happy for you… you’r following down my dream path and I think it’s fantastic! I’ve only been shooting for about a year now, but hopefully, one day, I’ll be able to leave my provincial gov’t job too. *sigh* Enjoy your countdown!!!

ShannonJanuary 28, 2010 - 11:30 pm

Yah for you Kim! I’m so happy for you and excited for your new chapters…let’s stay in touch! Best wishes always!

SeanJanuary 28, 2010 - 8:52 pm

Incredible! I can totally feel your energy above it all, this is for sure going to make your heart sing! Congratulations, Kim! I’m over the MOON for you!

MarnieJanuary 28, 2010 - 12:29 pm

You go girl!!! I feel so alive when I am creating, so I know what you are feeling hun:) All the best…always, Marnie the MUA

AlinaJanuary 28, 2010 - 12:28 am

This is such fantastic news…I am very happy for you and all the best! You always do such an amazing job in all your photos…

Cathy EmpeyJanuary 27, 2010 - 4:17 pm

Way to go Kim! I am so happy for you!

Kim SpearsJanuary 27, 2010 - 3:09 pm

I am sitting here all teary eyed after reading all of these beautiful comments. Thank you ALL for your amazing support! It means the world 🙂 Mmmwah !!

ColeneJanuary 27, 2010 - 1:45 pm

Congratulations Kim! Following your heart is not always the easiest thing to do, but with your talent, it’s a no brainer! =)

PaulJanuary 27, 2010 - 12:15 pm

We wish you all the best with all your present and future plans. well done Kim. Go for it…..

Nicole PaulkJanuary 27, 2010 - 8:02 am

Oh, Kim, I am so happy for you!!! I want to cry reading this post because I know *exactly* how you feel….that is my situation as well, and I hope one day I can post something like this on my blog. 🙂 Congrats on your success-you deserve every bit of it! xoxo

ChristineJanuary 27, 2010 - 7:48 am

That is wonderful news Kim! I wish you nothing but the best – and know that you will be so successful!

Mark LedinghamJanuary 27, 2010 - 7:35 am

My goodness, this REALLY is a BIG step, Kim! Your words are so profound here, and I do truly wish you all the best on your life’s greatest journey. I’ve been dreaming of doing the same as you for some time now. If only I had the courage, I’d do the same thing tomorrow if I could. Congratulations, Kim – and all the best! 😉

MeganJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:51 am

Congrats, Kim, and THANK YOU because it is all of us who get to benefit the most from you devoting yourself full time to capturing the amazing images you produce of the most important times in our lives!! So happy for you!

BrittoniJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:18 am

Congrats!!!!! What a great accomplishment!

michelleJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:18 am

kim, amazing! your growth, your clients and your talent and drive have all led you down this path. and darren, he is a gem. i am so so very happy for you and so excited for your full time career change. plus this means more coffees and dates for us! you are a brilliant photographer and woman and deserve the most wonderful things this world has to offer you.

PatriciaJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:17 am

During my masters studies, we learned the following term: “Spread the warm heart”….and the concepts that inspire such beautiful words. While this may not sound very academic, it resonated so deep within the learnings of our cohort, that it continues to be the base of phrases many of us continue to use, such as: “Lead with a warm heart” and “Open the warm heart”. Your announcement follows the nature of this wisdom and makes my heart smile – for you, for me, for everyone who sees your work, and for the artist in each of us. Well done Kim!

JadineJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:11 am

Congratulations! That’s so exciting. May your photography career be long lived and prosperous. You do such amazing work 🙂

Jeremy LovedayJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:10 am

That is truly great news. Always follow your heart Kim! Congrats on making the leap!

Carrie HassonJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:02 am

CONGRATULATIONS KIM!!!

anna kimJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:01 am

Congratulations! This is really inspiring to read….I know you will go far, your works is beautiful!

s h e r r yJanuary 27, 2010 - 2:00 am

AHH! This is fantastic! 🙂 🙂 I’m so happy for you! 😀